I'm craving change

what exactly am i craving?

i'm craving a new look.
longing for a new fashion and style. 
completely feminine.

i'm craving to learn a language.

A french and mandarin.

and one step further, i am craving to move to 
another country. yes, far away from this one.

i'm craving a new hobbie.
riding a bike or becoming a chef. undecided still.

i'm craving books.
i am changing into a read-aholic. 

i'm craving so many things.
things that i hope will spruce up the details of life.

i'm craving change.

where shall i start?